This blog will be short. I am a woman who is not ready to accept life. I made my choices. I chose to wait and take a break from school. Now I am at a point where I have to come to terms with the fact that at this moment. I will have to wait longer for the things I want now. I want to be a mother. I want to carry a human being and deliver said human into this world. However, I fear some days that I will not get that chance. By the time I finish school and start teaching, the chances of conceiving will only get drastically smaller. I know that I must just come to terms with what life has dealt me, but I am pissed off at life right now. I am just here... And I am fucking TRYING to come to terms with it.